I love my boyfriend with all of my heart, and I know he loves me too. When we are together it feels like nothing in the world matters, I feel like I’m dreaming , I feel like time doesn’t really pass but instead it stands still. I’ve never felt so absolutely in love with anyone. We talk about your futures together an everything feels just right , yesterday we talked about moving in together soon and getting an apartment. I’ve never been so sure that I am on love and loved in return, when I am with him nothing could make me more sure of what we have together. But lastnight we were supposed to go out to the movies together an he completely blew me off and ignored my phone calls. He’s done this before, and just yesterday I had this talk with him when I saw him. I told him I don’t trust him not to do that to me because he has done it so many times, and he said he won’t do it anymore, but he did. And I am so hurt. I haven’t spoken to him since he texted me last night around 8 telling me what movie we were seeing and who we were seeing it with. But then I have no idea what changed between then and now but he blew me off and he promised he wouldn’t do that and I am so hurt. I tried calling him this morning but he hasn’t answered & I really don’t feel ok about this I’m extremely hurt and I hate when he does this to me. I dot deserve to be treated this way. In the past he has fallen asleep when we were supposed to hangout, but I told him just tell me of you’re too tired or if something comes up. I know nothing came up because I texted his friend last night and he said they were together and going to the movies and I was coming, but thy never picked me up. And I just don’t understand that. I never do things like this to him, I love him and I would never want to hurt him. And last night his roomate told me that my boyfriend told him that he doesn’t love me because I’m fat. And he said he wasn’t kidding & I really don’t know what to think about that. I know my boyfriend , and the guy I know would never say something like that. But there’s always room for gray area and I am so hurt and I really don’t know what to think or do. I’m not sure if it’s true or not, but I really just need to talk to him & he hasn’t answered my calls or texts. I love him and I just don’t know what to think.